Unspoken Tone

Feelings flowing in my blood
Trembling like an unspeakable voice
At times it's calm
At times thump loud..
Your presence thrilled me
It was the best ornament for my life.
Blood shaken by your presence.
When the evening falls
My soul took me to the staircase of feelings,
Tried to go up
To touch the quietness of the sky !
Wish to ask for a bit of blue..!
But fingers started shaking
No no ,I can't do it.
Come down with the empty hands
Grasp the soil and started moaning.
Sky is a dream for me !
Trying to sympathize my breath
Yes, today I am matured.

Self thought #4

I am living in a world...
unspeakable, full of emoticons..
I keep hiding my feelings by taking the opportunity of quietness.. :)
A ray of hope and creativity start my day..but I have to lock it up in a dark place..!
Sometime the drops of melancholy creates heavy rain where I have to lost my reality..
A fear of  identity crisis run after me.. I feel worry that am I doing any wrong or going against this beautiful world ??
Because nobody gonna realize me it ..
Sometimes these thoughts puzzled me. I scribbled down to write but the anchor of my soul betrayed me.. I have to resist myself .. Everybody left me.. silence arise for a while and at last these feelings stop working and turn me back to world of reality. :) :)

Street Dwellers

I am a dweller of this busy soil
Sitting here before the heat of the day
Wayfarers steps break my dream
It gives me a sense of day spring!
Skyscrapers are not my dream
I am writhing under the heat of tent
Essence of aristocrats touch my insipid soul
It plays a role in filling up my empty bawl!
              ---A reflection of street dwellers.

Self thought #3

Yes,
though I said but it is wrong..!
Obstinacy lies in my blood.
Anger also but lake of patience..
So anger and patience take the advantage!
I couldn't keep any relationship, friendship for long times..
Still I thought lots of people care about me!
I never dreamt a dream that not mean I am aimless..
Of course I haven't any higher ambition as I am not belong to powerful background.
Want to live a simple and happy life.
Little much conscious about honesty, Respect in every step!
Someone can find out vanity in me but yes I do wherever it necessary !
Laziness is my drawback I admit it.
Oblivion also create problems in many steps of my life...
Still I am trying to clear my deficiencies !!
:) :)

Cannot wind up ......

Happiness

I find you as the setting sun in my anticipated evening.. when I started to thinking about you..!
then my all hopes turn to two drops of warm tears..!
your vanity scattered my heart for a while but my dreams for you remain same and you can't be my past..
I know melancholies don't get any value but I have no regret for it!!

Darkness...

You want to be close to me
But don't ask me about the
Colours of my life.
Melancholies of night are my favourite identity.
Don't show me a dream
Because I got my first lesson of life
Inside the ribs of my mother's chest.
I am not habituated with dreams!
Don't ask me about the
Colours of love,
Neither flamboyance blown up in my heart
Nor I know the colour of Golden Shower!
I don't know how long a root of faith can sprout,
I never stepped on the valley of relationship!
I have an inborn practice of
Having an affair with darkness!

(Published in 'Horizon' of The Assam Tribune of 9th May/2014 edition)

I am wounded by your touch!

I have met you
at the first lesson of alphabet..!
I felt you when we were playing 'hide and seek' and you ran after me..!
I was thrilled by your
divine touch !
I know it was an accident...
but what could I do ..
I am still distressed by it..
l am wounded !
I am wounded by your touch!!!